Archive for October, 2006

Blah… and JOBs!

Wednesday, 18 October, 2006

I am SOOOOO unmotivated at work right now. All projects bypass me now, though my boss still shows me the basic courtesy of keeping me in the loop through email CC.

His cold war with the MD is still on-going and in effect, that makes the MD avoid bringing up contentious or sensitive issues like “retrenchment”.

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The good news is I’ve secured 2 job offers from local tertiary institutions to lecture. I’ve just decided on one and am waiting for the medical report to return. I’m looking forward to the new challenge. It’s going to be a lot different from what I’ve been doing in the last 10yrs. It’s going to be fun.

Soooo, I’m going to join the public service. A salary-man again, still limited by the powers-that-be. I need this job stability at the moment. I simply do not have the resources except time to start any kind of business at the moment. Taking this job is also a stepping stone. This will put me in touch with the industry, build up my networks. It will also help me surf the edge of technology and stay relevant.

Weirdness…

Tuesday, 17 October, 2006

A weird feeling has come over me the last few weeks.

I’ve become infatuated with some of the girls around me. There’s something about each of them that I love, and I want to fall in love with all of them. To kiss each one, and make love to each one.

That and a feeling of neediness. I know the wierd feeling is a result of the neediness.

It helps that AEG’s being super-affectionate this week. I wonder if it’s the hormones from her period or because of recent events.

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